She felt desperate at this moment as her body was so weak. She could not take it as she had never had this feeling, she was used to being strong and fighting. When Lora and Kevin had been torturing her, that too did not feel like a desperate moment but now that she had to protect others, she felt even more helpless. The pain emitted all through her body and when she fell on her knees, the person in front of her laughed "It feels so good to see the queen on her knees in front of me but the sad part is that I can't hurt you as that is the order of the leader. We all are really curious to look at your face."
Letting them see her face could be too disadvantageous and she knew that because when she was in her human form, she could be easily hurt by them so keeping her face hidden was the most important part.