Right now I'm standing outside my girlfriend's room watching her immersed in sex with Luke the most popular boy in our college.

Thing I never ever expected to see even in my worst nightmare is happening right now.

Tears started rolling down my cheek.

Shouldn't I barge into the room and stop that? But my feet doesn't move inside to the room, how much ever I tried.

I couldn't bear to watch it any longer, so I stormed out of the apartment and started walking aimlessly on the road.

I don't even know what I'm feeling right now.

Am I sad or angry or afraid or the combination of the three?

Shouldn't I be feeling very angry ? But I don't know why but it feels like it is the least of three emotions I am feeling right now.

God, I am pathetic.