She hadn't worked as a carer for too long, so her strength wasn't as good as before.
When he was turned by her, Nian Junting suffered an awful dizziness that made him want to die.
The most humiliating moment of his life was when Luosang carried him in her arms.
Today, he was seventy percent drunk. He was able to drink a lot in the past though, so today, even though he was feeling a little dizzy, his mind stayed clear.
When he came in, he pretended to be completely drunk, so if he suddenly became clear-minded again, Luosang would know that he had been pretending.
Therefore, no matter how ashamed he felt, he had to keep pretending.
Luosang carried him to the door with great effort. She looked like she was about to exhaust herself.
She regretted deciding to carry him. She had overestimated herself.