Hi everyone, so I just wanted to let you know, although I take breaks, this time I'm taking one with an excuse.
I was writing a draft for Calix's Pov a week ago-ish, and the author's note went like this.
Hahahahahaha...
It's no laughing matter!
I only "earned" almost 3 dollars this month... TAT
But I still won't be able to get it since I have to earn at least $200 to get a monthly payment.
Sigh, it's because I don't update daily and I don't have many premium chapters out.
I did think about joining the spirit awards thing, you know the cash prize does look juicy, but I'm worried that I won't even start in time to qualify.
I'm a no-good lazy person!
BTW, if you do wanna help me out, me being the broke student I am, then please buy me ko-fi or patreon!!!
ko-fi.com/thisworldofmine1
patreon.com/thisworldofmine1
Well, besides my hopeless self, thank you guys for worrying about my mom.
I'm taking care of the house chores now, which is straining my back these days, but our situation is at a stable point, which makes me satisfied.
I don't have nightmares of any outcomes that were possible before.
Truly, I hope everyone has a peaceful life.
Thanks for reading.
But, I don't have the confidence to upload the chapter yet.
It's not finished properly, it doesn't go the way I originally wanted it to, and I'm not mentally prepared to let all my worries not affect the story.
My message to my lovely editor, Islinda, basically says what I'm going through:
How are you? I've got some bad news from my side... Although my mom's breast cancer surgery went well for the second time, she still has cancer in her kidney and bones. I didn't know about the bones one until recently and she may have cancer somewhere else, possibly in her brain. Now, I just feel very tired mentally.
I thought things were going to get better, with my dad getting another job and mom getting surgery, but we're still in a bad spot. I'm frustrated.
I don't know what to tell my readers who expect good news. Maybe they'll even think I'm lying since such situations don't happen easily.
I feel pretty pathetic myself too.
...I don't have the motivation to write and if I do, I'll probably make it really depressing... I think I'll take a break for a while. I'll write again, but I just need to process this.
And the Spirity contest, I really wanted to write about the strong FL MC and the system, but I really don't believe that I'll upload daily and write properly. The reward money would help a lot, but I'm not confident that my writing is good.
Thank you for everything, and let's talk soon!
...I really do sound pathetic, and I can't seem to make up for it.
Whether you're an avid commenter or lurker, know that I really appreciate every one of you. It makes my day when reading comments or reviews.
So, I'm very sorry.
I'll be taking a short hiatus.
Less than a month!
But still one nevertheless...
I'm sorry that I'm letting this affect No Time and possibly you guys.
Thank you for supporting such an unreasonable person.
I sincerely am grateful, guilty, and apologetic.
Thank you.
...Dangit Premium chapters have to have at least 1K words, I'll be putting this in auxiliary, hope you guys find it!