" After that , we started getting close . We went on dates. We went for movies and stand-up comedy shows . It was at this time that I felt that I might get to live a normal life , that I could start afresh. But , I was wrong .... very wrong .
" He had an amazing family. I loved them all. One of the most important people in his life was .... his younger brother , Zhou Zhichen . He was a lovely soul . But after one year , he started to behave a little zoned out . At first , I ignored that , but then his behaviour started changing drastically . One day, I followed him when he went out to meet his friends . It was then when I got to know that he was consuming drugs and alcohol to a dangerous extent .
" I was terrified at that time . You know what was the reason behind his actions ? A girl broke up with him because of money !! I walked up to him and confronted him . And even he confessed that he wanted to quit the drugs and that he didn't wanted to be an alcoholic.
" I told him that we should discuss this matter with Zhou family. But he retaliated . He begged me to not tell his family because he couldn't see them dissapointed in him , especially Zhou Che !!! I still insisted , so , we came to a solution that we would start his treatment at a rehabilitation centre first and then tell the family .
" But ..... I had already decided to take Zhou Che into confidence first, no matter what . I decided that I would tell him about this matter the day after his mother's birthday .
" But something worse happened to Zhou Zhichen on Mother Zhou's birthday . In the evening , he couldn't control his cravings for drugs and called a local drug dealer . After that , .... maybe because the drug was defected or because he consumed a higher amount of it .... he got into a critical condition. The Zhou family quickly took him to the hospital but ..... the doctors couldn't save Zhou Zhichen !
" I was with Bro Lu Wei , when I got the call and I was informed about the incident . I rushed to the Zhou family mansion as I couldn't believe the news !
" It was now that I saw the lifeless body of Zhou Zhichen . He was like a brother to me as well .... Yuan . I couldn't control my tears . I thought he was playing a prank again ..... so , I tried to wake him up . But the moment I touched his body , Mother Zhou pulled away my hand and.... slapped me !!
" She said that I was a monster who ate up her son ! I didn't understood what she meant , so I went to talk to Zhou Che .
" He scremed at me and told me to get out of his house and his life . He told me that when Zhou Zhichen was struggling with his life due to the drug overdose , he told the doctors that I knew about his drug consumption and that I might know about his medications !!! Zhou Che blamed me for his brother's death !!!
" You know what he did the worst .... he said that I deserved to be abandoned by the Rong family . He even said that I should've had died a long time ago !!! At least , his brother could be alive !!!
" Yuan .... I kept begging him to listen to me .... to listen to my side of the story , but he refused . I... kept crying ... but none of them came to wipe my tears .
" At this time , I knew that this was the end of it. This was the end of our relationship . I was sixteen when I got into that relationship and I was seventeen when we broke up . One year ..... Yuan ..... he knew me for a whole one year .... but he understood nothing about me .
" How easily , he came to the conclusion that I killed his brother .... Did he ever thought how it made me feel when he said that I deserved no family ?! He had seen me work in the NGO for the kids Yuan , yet , he thought that I was ruthless enough to let his brother just die .....
" I turned around and left Zhou mansion and never looked back at him again . That day , not just Zhou Zhichen , but Zhou Che had also died for me .
" I just hate it .... The feeling of never being understood .... the feeling of always being unwanted . I hate the feeling of helplessness .... I hate the feeling of dependence . Yuan ... I .... "
" Am I really a Black mole , Yuan ?! "
At this time , the girl had started crying again uncontrollably .
Xi Yuan , who had been silently listening to each and every word she said , looked at the shattered girl in front of him.
She had held onto his hand tightly as if it was the only support she had .
Xi Yuan didn't knew what to say to her after this !
How did she even endured so much pain ?!
How could she be .... so strong ?!
How could she be so strong .... to keep smiling after all the pain she had went through ?!
When he saw her weeping out the pain , he felt his heart tighten !
His heart ached to see her like that !!!
Why did she , out of all the people , had to go through this ?!
He quickly pulled the girl into his embrace !!!
The man then kissed her forehead lovingly and whispered in her ears , " You are not a Black mole , Xinghe . You are my love ! "
Rong Xinghe stopped crying when she heard the man's words , " Huh ??!! I... "
But before the girl could complete her sentence , the man closed in on her and .... kissed her !
The girl was shocked by the sudden intimate action and her mind went completely blank !
She felt her body warm up and her heart beating fast !!!
Whereas , Xi Yuan placed his lips on her soft ones to calm down his nerves .
And indeed , he felt a lot relieved by her presence !
He couldn't express his love with mere words , so he used his actions to show that to her !!
He couldn't believe that his woman had gone through so much pain !!
Had he been there for her back then , he wouldn't have allowed anyone to treat her so badly !!!
Alas !
She had to go through all that traumatizing moments alone !!!
His woman had indeed suffered a lot of pain !!
How could someone be insensitive towards her ?!!
Thinking about this , the kiss became even more intense !!!