after that incident, I've got 3 consecutive sleepless nights, I feel woozy and tired, there are dark circles lingered under my eyes, I feel like crap, things didn't go under my tricks, my cover was blown and its a total failure yet my freedom depends in this task so there's no way I would give up!
I left my apartment and went to school, my vision were kinda shaky, I really need some peaceful sleep, without him bugging my freakin psyche.
I took some turns and ended up in the garden where it has an airborne freshness, I collapse at the ground, the cool grass soothes my back its relaxing, my eyes are getting heavy and its slowly descends as my eyelashes completely drawn to slumber as it arises through my dreamy slumber.
I woke up gasping I couldn't remember what I dreamed, but it was breathtaking and heartbreaking my chest hurts
"why are you crying"- a cold familiar voice rang that jolted my very being, I looked at him meeting his captivating forest, my eyes widened as I saw Blake before me.
crying? I touched my cheeks and i felt Luke warm liquid dampened my cheeks, I looked at him confused at what happened.
he chuckled and it soothes the unknown pain in my chest realizing that anger flashed through me.
how could this happen?
I glared at him but he looked at me with his serious stern face making me flinch. he looked at me his greened irises were bottled with different emotions that I could not identify, complicated to be read.
" I'm sorry"- his voice spoke in sincerity I couldn't help but to be bewildered, why is he apologizing?, his back faced me, as the soles of his black shoes dug its way into the pathway walking away from me, that very gesture send a great pain, and all I could do is ask why? why is this happening?why does it hurt? why did he apologized? what is he to me? and why does it broke me apart?
he left me there broken and confused
why?