Sunlight pierce through my room that causes me to be awake. The couple are not in my room already. Maybe they have left me after all they have done their duty and I am not their responsibility anymore.
I eat the breakfast that was prepared. It is sausage and egg with few slices of bread. I tidy myself up before I take a walk around the hospital.
I cannot walk properly so I make the dextrose stand as my source of support. There are many patients around the hall so I decided the garden will do to have piece of mind.
I envy those patients that are being accompanied by their family. I stay seated on the bench for the whole day just staring at the people roaming around. I have nowhere to go from this point. Maybe this is my fate. Did I do something terrible in my past life to deserve this kind of life. Maybe I did.
I feel dizzy and my vision starts to became blurry. I think I will passed out at this moment. As I stand up from where I am seated, I lose my balance and fell. I see people coming to my direction but my body won't last. Everything fell.
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Days have passed and no one has come to visit me. What do I expect, all of the people that I thought are my friends betrayed me. I've given my trust but what they did was broke it beyond repair. I still cannot fathom why they did that despicable thing to me. Maybe being too nice will do me nothing good. They have taken advantage of me beyond I can imagine.
I've eaten the breakfast that was prepared for me. I cannot move that well so I have cleanse my body by a wet towel. Once again I spent my time in the garden to unwind and forget everything. How I wish that I didn't regain my memory.
Many people look at me with pity. Well I do not need those pity that they are shooting to me. Even though my life is useless now I will stand up once again no matter what's the cost. I will rise up again like a phoenix reborn from its ashes.
It's dark already so I return to my room to take a rest. As usual my only company I have is darkness. I sit beside the window to look at the moon itself. Looking to the beauty it emits. I felt tiredness hence I close my eyes.
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"Ohh you're awake now. How are you feeling?" A woman in her early twenties stand in front of me.
"Who are you?" that is the only words that I mutter to speak. I slowly stand and sit at the corner of my bed. I relax myself because I feel a little bit strained after I slept in that position.
"I'm ZiYan. Nice to meet you." a beautiful smile shown into her face. I never saw a genuine smile like the one she have. She's very beautiful and attractive just like an angel. I shake my head off, it is not the time to think like that. I remind myself.
"Why are you here?" why would a beautiful lady stand before me. I do not understand at all. Why would she visit me because I do not know her at all. I do not even recall meeting her at all.
"I'm here to offer something for you. Are you willing to negotiate?" what would that be. A lot of questions are running in my head. What kind of offer is she going to have? Should I listen listen and negotiate just like what she had said. After all the bebate I have I came up with a conclusion.
"Yes!" Anything would be better than the current situation I have. I am not in the position to be demanding and picky.
The negotiation starts and all I ever did is listen and listen to all the words she is saying. I am trying to decipher all the words that comes out at her mouth. She has a very pleasing voice that made be more attentive. My attention is all hers because she might be the one to save me fron this misery and my instinct didn't fail me.
I just agree to all what she is saying and all the conditions she has after all I'm not in the position to object. That is my final decision. Nothing can change my mind. I shall move forward.