I was always a mature kid because I was so career driven, I was so focused on school I soon realized I had no friends. I was always the type of kid that you would consider to be a 'nerd'. I did what every typical teenager did, smoking, drinking, tried weed. But I lost control because my emotions got a hold of me not too long ago. A lot of people refer to it as going off the rails, but I had my reasons. I had a very shit stepfather and we fought a lot, I was very emotionally damaged as I also used to fight with my mother a lot of the time because of it. We would be arguing and we would throw shit at each other, I'd get so mad sometimes that I took things way out of context. One time, in particular, was when me and my stepfather were arguing about something silly and he throws an iron at me, so I punched him in the face. He called the police and he got locked up, and I had to go to court when I got moved to my dads as it was deemed too unsafe to live there. I quote it as 'bullshit' as my mum tricked me to move to my dad's house. I could tell as my dad was a bit shifty, and wouldn't let me go in the boot. She wanted to stay with her partner. I'm not going to lie, it was like getting shot with a bullet. It hurt that bad, I tried killing myself because I was that depressed my mother choose him over me. From that point, my life was never the same. I had to move schools, change home, make new friends, and the scariest part? Not knowing what do to do for my future, as I have to completely change my plans. But that's only my experience.