However, the media representative who went to visit him discovered that he was using a stunt double, so they made him out to be a "show-off" to hype up the news.
As an idol, Gu Xingze's every move would become the center of attention.
The media wanted hot gossips and exposés.
Being made out to be a controversial person only served to increase Gu Xingze's mental burden.
"The doctor suggested that I keep a diary to record the beautiful details of my life, even if it were only a small detail. But I realize that I don't even have a life I can call my own. Every move I make is under the watchful eyes of others. How can there be any beautiful details?!"
"My dream is to fall asleep the moment I close my eyes, and then wake up naturally."
"When I'm gone, please don't lock me in that cold tomb. If one day I should become a pile of ashes, please let me embrace freedom."
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