He kept kissing her untill he remembered her words,
"he is the last man I would ever like to be with" She is not in her sense.. what if she is thinking him to be someone she likes? He thought in mind and in a reflex he pushed her aside, gently separating himself from her. He lit a cigarette and sat near the fire adding some more branches on it.
'I can't love Love her..Love is the thing I hate the most' He said consoling himself and forced his eyes away from her.
This are the same words came in his mind years ago when he saw her for the first time.
That foggy morning he was in his way to the school. Amyra's car was about to hit an old women, whom Varun saved.
-"Come out" some cried from the crowd.
-"if you have a car doesn't mean you own the road as well" a man said. Varun was preparing himself to teach some lesson to the car owner.
But all his preparation were in vain when he saw a girl of his age came out of the car, she is also wearing uniform of his school. her facial expression hold the guilt she attended just now. Her beautiful eyes expressed how much sorry she is from heart. Varun has seen many pretty girls, cute girls, sexy girls.... But this girl is the perfect combination of these all. She has something irresistible on her, which made His heart impatient.
'I can't love Love her..Love is the thing I hate the most' For the first time he consoled his heart to calm down.
-"Hey all don't you think it's more important to take this old lady to hospital first as she is hurt. You just come and talk but your hands never help when needed. The show is dismissed"
Varun said which was very opposite to his nature.
'What are you doing man' He asked to himself.
And for the first time she saw him. In her eyes there was thankfulness but apart from that it contained something that drove him crazy. He calmed down his heart which already crossed it's speed limit.
The girl walked to him after sending the old lady to the hospital along with the driver. She asked him to take her to the school and he agreed but he couldn't collect the courage to look at her again. He was scared about the reactions his heart gave when he saw her for the first time.
After reaching the school he asked the class which she is going to, and to his surprise she was in her class. He calmly said to follow him but inside his heart a thousand flowers blossomed at a time.
He always tried to ignore her showing some unnecessary rudeness, but their fate dragged them nearer.
But he is still determined to keep himself away even from her shadow..
His life doesn't contain a place to love someone or be loved by someone. This is the thing his life taught him.
He don't know how much time passed by and how many cigarettes turned into ashes. The sky was getting clearer, He looked outside the cave..It's the time prior to the sunrise.
-"Varun..." He looked at Amyra who just woke up of her dreams with a cute smile on her face.
"Get up..we must find the way.." He said.
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