The days after the decision that he have done, Raven have stayed by the cliff. This place was the first place where he had faced Eureka directly. Where he first faced his emotions properly.
He only know that she had stayed in her room after what happened, but also thinks that she must only be in confusion.
He smiled bitterly as he started remembering the times that the two of them were together, he had fallen for her without him realizing it.
When Nana pointed it out to him, he was still confused but his worry over her made it even more visible. He realized everything that at times he wished he didn't.
When she disappeared, he actually wished he had forgotten her instead. The reason why he was fine all those times was because he wasn't thinking about her at all. He was focusing in his life and his duties.
