___Frozen Heart___
Quiet hours
when seeped into my heart
don't remember but
I realized when
my flaming heart
was long cold
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______Are You Happy_____
Are you happy
when you force
your will on me
make me succumb
to your whims
and drink the poison
of helplessness
kill my self esteem and
still smile at you
Are you happy
knowing how much
I hate you
still smile for you
still talk to you
like its' nothing
like its' fine
to hurt me so
to drown me so
in anguish, tears
be your puppet
still dance on tune
you play for me
Say how are you happy
knowing warmth
you get is fake
a lie spun
by you for you
a myth a dream
you painted
with the blood
of my dreams
my heart
and soul
you give so much
to me and get
nothing from me
Are you happy
with the empty deal?