I felt saddened that I could not stop the heaven from taking that world, not my first time I lost something meaningful and I actually though Heaven could destroy me, I hoped for it, I wanted it to end this torment, living again, making something meaningful for my life only to lose it all over again, I already passed the point where I lived aimlessly seeing it was hopeless. But then I met a soul in one of my reincarnations, a young soul that had not even started its first life had inspired a fire in my being that made me hopeful to keep on trying and set a goal for me, to finally find peace, eternally.
And if everyone might be wondering what I meant with First life, if a soul dies they will just go to a different cycles and start all over again every world has different set of laws and different methods of reincarnation, like assembling Karma, chosen by gods or having the fortunate luck to meet Truck-Kun, I found joy when he slammed into me and was shocked how I did not die, I had fun sitting in the driver seat and driving across different worlds and slamming into people. But even that life had to end, ever since the beginning of creation itself the multiverse recycles itself, meaning everything in existence has to be erased and start all over again, like starting a blank paper to paint it with every type of monstrosity possible, I thought I was not alone when I met souls that had lived thousands of lives while retaining their memories, But that ended when the multiverse recycled itself and I was left alone, I started going crazy after a few cycles, But I regained sanity when I met that bright soul, I started living in different cycles and starting reincarnating uncountable amount of times to find a way for me to end myself. I even tried conquering, destroying or even creating my multiverse, I still lived.
Now I an ancient soul have crossed worlds again and can start the character creation screen, with my strength I can do anything, already got bored by it, I remembered that time when I met a shinning bald person who called himself a hero for fun, he had so much strength that made him bored, I fought him and he found joy in finding an undefeatable foe, we fought to cause untold amount of destruction, we fought, conversed and I allowed him to end that incarnation.
After I crossed a world who had untold amount of stories in the internet, I had many amounts of inspirations that told me to steal their ideas and I created a system that could be used whenever I want to start anew in a world and causing me less work and to thank that world for its bright ideas, I gave a wish to the world and started the apocalypse, gave systems, cheats, wishes and allowed souls to be summoned to worlds they wished while retaining their memories.
The joy I found in character creation is that it not only allowed me to create a body but also lets me limit my power, create a weak body, have cheats, start from the bottom of society and let me focus on one aspect of life, It seems if you just slow down and just focus on one aspect, it allows one to find every type of emotion possible, I remembered a time where I created a body that looked like the main character of a story and I was birthed in that story and used as a scapegoat or created rumors that only benefited the main character and I was just aimlessly adventuring, taking in all the beauty that world had to offer.
When I got bored of character creation, I used the other function of that system and It was called character possession, I took over a pink-haired boy that was raised by a dragon inside his body, I had no clue what that story was about, but I just went with the flow, defeating enemies with the magic that was taught to me.
Then I finally created the storybook function in the character creation screen, which tells me what the Record has to offer and how it will develop, meaning that the record will create main characters and give plot armors.
Now many may be wondering how can I kill myself, naturally after many cycles I have found a way to end this torment, I have not been reincarnating countless times just for fun, the way my character creation works is that it inserts a small part of my soul into the vessel I choose or created, that small soul will have some perks or certain cheats and to use these cheats parts of my soul will be siphoned into the body to keep the cheats working, to allow my reincarnation to grow it needs to keep siphoning my soul it can be compared to that my reincarnation is a movie and to watch said movie I need to use energy and my ancient soul is the one who provides that energy, the stronger my reincarnation becomes the weaker my main soul becomes and when it reaches a certain mark I kill off my reincarnation and that way small parts of my soul also dies,
That is the way I started my suicide mission, now I have to balance on the world's destiny or so-called story and the number of cheats I needed, the last world I grew to be unable to die by the hands of the mc or any inhabitant of the world, so I enacted a plan that called heaven to dish out its punishment, the reason why I became desperate is if my reincarnation does not die my main soul becomes stronger, I had launched different tests and figured this is the most efficient.
I had even reached a point in one of the mine reincarnations that I had to use my creations in the void to kill myself, I think I created a legend in that story, it was about the man that rebelled against the gods and was punished, the fight was one of my most satisfying ones, being pushed to a corner having no out but to fight against every unspeakable horror that existed, I slew more than half of the void's population to kill off that reincarnation, some world called my a hero, some called me a fool and others called me a destroyer.
Now I have been droning off on my past, I have not yet explained my current predicament, I'm standing on a platform with a grey screen in front of me and hovering above a planet's surface, this screen is called the legendary character creation screen I have been talking about, it shows different functions that I had named over the retelling of my pasts and to sum it up.
-Storybook
-Vessel creation
-Character Possession.
It may not look like much, but each of them have sub-functions, such as cheats, shops where I can just use preset characters if the World is boring and wanted it to end quickly or customize which allows me to do pretty much anything, If you are in a matriarch ruled planet, just customize a creature that destroys the world's logic, I had a reincarnation that I had named the Tentacle Lord to provoke the World's Will since I always liked it if the story progresses fast enough so the World can kill me off and let a story progress faster is to break the logic of said World.
To start my reincarnation I opened the Story Book function.
The grey screen started flashing with images and words, but all of this information that flashes into the being that stood in front of the screen and the appearance of the being is a big fat rectangular black block with a word written in white on the block that said 'Censored', no matter how one moves around the word 'Censored' travels all over the block.
The images told the present situation and were comparable to a modern society with no magic, it had reached a point where technology is advancing at a rapid rate, and the words that had been showing on the screen has told the actions the World's Will has taken for this world, the story this world has chosen is in which a zombie apocalypse shall start and the characters that exist to allow this story progress is non-existent, meaning that this World's Will is letting the dominant species of this world try to fight for their survival, most of such stories have one that allows a system to accompany the beings that had once reached the top of the food chain and allows them to survive with a chance to break through one's limit, but it seems this world has not allowed such a function.
Now if such a world has no mc and no system, it means that plot armor is close to non-existent, which suggests I may have a harder time in this world to further weaken my soul, most times I just skip said world and fly off to other worlds close by, most of the time many worlds clump together if they have the same setting, if one world has a modern society without magic, the other has world starts of the same but always goes a different line of thinking, There is no world completely alike to another.
But I can always overwrite the World's Will and let my setting be used, but this comes with the possibility that my soul will be connected to the world and will grow just like my reincarnation, this will let my soul weakening be stronger, but comes with the side effect of having to kill both my reincarnation and the world I had taken over, I can use a being from my void to destroy both the world and my reincarnation but I also need to kill that being before it wreaks havoc upon the multiverse. So I planned to create an mc or a being with so much plot armor stuffed inside his being that makes him a child favored by gods to destroy the void being, I can be beside his side forcing his growth and there is no better way for growth than to make a system that helps its user.
Seeing no further improvements to my plans, I start taking over the World's Will, I will choose my mc later on.
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The next chapter may be about character creation, I have not yet decided which world he will find himself in.