"Do you really want to leave me?"
The forwarding steps halted immediately! Pupils fixed for a moment. Gazes seemed to see something, even without turning at back! Suddenly something has came out faintly, in the corner of the eyes - despite being resisted with best efforts! Lids of the eyes wanted to rebel very inappropriately with almost flickering expressions of suppressed emotions.
For the person behind, it was enough to arouse the suspicious hopes! That slight abrupt change of motion of the person before him – forced him to run his thoughts like instinctively, to all directions. How much "A tint" can impact so hugely to one –the person realized in that very moment. Also the antithesis complexity of mind.
There was obvious need of an answer. But at the same time, also has some speculatory for not getting an answer!
The person waited patiently for the "thousand whiles". But somehow seemed to be more relieved than getting the answer. Finally when he decided to give a leaving note behind, suddenly the voice choked him in an instance!
"I am quite surprised, you can be this stupid!" her lips uttered.
She then turned back this time. There was a bewildered look, in the face of the person – in front of her!
"I truly didn't expect that!" She sneered at him.
The person become more confounded, as he were trying to figure out the meaning behind those remarks!
"Such a disappointment!" she gave a ridiculing smile.
In the memory of that person, he could not exactly match any of incidents, which would led her use that kind of remarks.
"What does that mean?" the delivered speech certainly didn't conceal the conflicts of the thoughts.
She looked for a while on his face. There were that naïve puzzled look! Something is more hardening right now – she thought. Also as the time passing by, the strength in her becoming more and more weak. But it was impossible, to reveal in front of that person. That will only bring calamity to the fate! The person has very keen eye. In order to minimum leak out, she had already put a weight internally. By every minute, buy every questions, or by the every actions – she had to add more additional weight to it. But she herself was not sure, how much she could go on like this!
'Things has to be done very quickly' – she told to herself. 'I can't drag on like this anymore!' she decided.
"Well! Dear Mister, I have never intended to have any kind of special relationship with you. Why would I? A person with those kind of unpleasing history – I really hate those! Do you think, you can shut everyone's mouth, because you are powerful? What an arrogance! But you really have a stupid brain. Everyone knows – you are quite smart. Phew! You couldn't even recognize the forced politeness towards you! I really wanted to laugh at the sight of you, when you acted like some guardian of me – in front of people. I didn't need them, because I never cared, what people thinks about me. But you just had to make fool of yourself, just to satisfy your egos – based on some self-created abstract imaginations. It didn't matter to me as long as, you did not approach me, and making unreasonable demands from me. Such an ignorant, even didn't notice, how many time I tried to avoid you desperately. No, no I might not be right, better you answer me – are you really that dumb to not to get the things till this point, or are you doing it on purpose?" she finished it straightly and looked accusingly.
She could clearly tell, the person froze, just as he was! Possibly even couldn't process the words yet. He was lost, perhaps minds got totally blanked at that moment. His shocked expression, even forgot to shudder.
'What to do?' She asked herself. She really can't bear it anymore. Thousands of ants are seeming to crawling all over her body, while some reaching out for her ears, making her ferociously uncomfortable. She wished – if she could vanish somehow, at that moment!... But nothing was going to happen. Or, there were absolutely no other options. She could only move forward with final proceedings.
ENOUGH! She had waited enough for his reactions! She can not give him anymore time. Even one more second is not acceptable! No matter what, she is going to end it now.
"So what do you suggest me it do?"
It was not her voice. The person spoke out as he was in a daze. Although, he had still to process the things for a quite period of time to understand it quietly, he could make it somehow – he is no longer needed! No, may be he was truly never needed. This thought strangely made the body so light suddenly! He had no other thoughts right then. He felt, suddenly all the things are seeming so insignificant and loosing the traces of their existence slowly in front of his eyes! BUT! A clear answer was yet needed. So took his visions up, to meet her glance!
The amount of despair and inanimate was unimaginable in those eyes!
"What am I doing?' that forced her to doubt in her decision.
But what has done was done! There were no going back now!
So, the last HIT!...
"Clearly, don't disturb me further, don't even come in front of me either. Because every time I would see you – my mood will get agitated. Don't ever try to get any news of me. If I come to know of that – be prepared, to bear the consequences! Lastly, in the summary, I want to forget, this world even has you!"
Finally, she had said those words! She should now be at more ease!
"You want to forget, this world even has me!" the robotic tone repeated the sentence.
"Yes!" she said out in deceitfulness , even seemed to be proud.
"So, from now on we are nothing but totally strangers! We didn't share any bit of any memory. Just like, we are from two different worlds. If we have to cross each other, consider as – just a trifling meteor passed by. Nothing to worry about it."
"Is that so?" the person asked, after a powerful gulp of air had taken in. But there was an un-ending haze in his views.
"Of course!" she took a pause, "and now, as there is nothing more to talk about, give me way. I have to attend today a very important person's party. I can't waste my time anymore on you! Goodbye!" she then left hurriedly, like she really was concerned about the party!
"Is that so?" the person murmured after a long time, still standing emotionless at that place!