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Zhuang Zhihao had his icy look fixed on the delicate figure of Sheng Qian, but in his mind passed several scenes of his childhood and even some that he had no idea that could be in his mind.
Unlike all who received the "blessings of the stars," Zhuang Zhihao was bestowed with a long dream, so long that it seemed real, a dream about his life to the top of the world where he reigned supreme over all, a cruel laugh of fate he was thrown back into hell, being at that moment that he came to understand everything and could only scream from hell, listening to the mocking laughter of all those who were his "brothers" and their "wives."
The place where Zhuang Zhihao was imprisoned in his "dream" was as dark and icy as a dead star, below a being, which Zhuang Zhihao couldn't name what kind of existence it was, he would play with it every day, in other words, he was raped almost every day, having his cultivation devoured every day a little.
Zhuang Zhihao couldn't even kill himself!
The person who threw away in that hell was now before his eyes, she has a lovely face and a moving beauty, but Zhuang Zhihao didn't feel his heart warm, he only felt a horrible pain in his chest and a bitter taste in his mouth.
The question is: would Zhuang Zhihao just act like this if it was just a nightmare?
Zhuang Zhihao when he awoke, in an unknown place, was scared, after all, he had that horrible nightmare, so when he found himself in an unknown forest, he thought he had gone back to that time when Miss Chu had raped him and that person who he believed to be his closest family had thrown him in the area of the Old Forest to die. (2)
A time when he was weak and helpless!
(Author: It's not like you're strong now or anything!!)
Of course, it soon became clear when the figure of a young man with a common face appeared in front of him.
Not only that, Zhuang Zhihao checked his body and reassured himself, after all, his cultivation was still there, so everything else could be understood slowly.
However, that "dream" or nightmare was very real, painfully real, so much that he couldn't longer think of Sheng Qian without feeling a cold in his heart, although trying to convince himself that it was all an illusion, that Sheng Qian would never be able to sell it to the Yang Sect or to use it in some vile way!
(Author: Sometimes I think you have no hope!!)
So after comforting himself for a few minutes, he finally tried to get acquainted with this common-faced young man.
However, the author is reluctant to continue writing in the passive voice, so she will leave that meeting that completely changed the fate of Zhuang Zhihao for later.
In the end, Zhuang Zhihao agreed, half-forced, to accompany this young man with a common face, but who had a familiar aura for him, even Zhuang Zhihao himself didn't understand why he felt so close to this man he had never seen in his short life.
It isn't as if Zhuang Zhihao could flee too, although this person was young, this young man was extremely remarkable in the martial arts, especially his art of fire and sword.
(Author: At least you are sincere and have already admitted that you are weaker than this person!)
Of course, this young man is exactly the reincarnation of Sheng Shuyi, who is now named Cang Wei. (3)
Of course, Zhuang Zhihao didn't imagine that he would hear the cruel words of Sheng Qian by following Cang Wei, at most he thought it would cause some trouble for the emperor!
(Author: As the emperor of this country doesn't have any morals, even the Aurore Core cultivation want to cause a mess in his palace!)
Zhuang Zhihao when listening to the conversation between Miss Chu and Sheng Qian, first he was afraid of Miss Chu, his body froze as if he were dead, were it not for Cang Wei to put his hand on his shoulder, Zhuang Zhihao would think he really was dead.
Zhuang Zhihao's second reaction was to shame, especially when he heard Miss Chu's terrible words reveal what happened two years ago. He couldn't help feeling disgusted and nauseated, the cold sweat trickled down his back as he remembered that day that seemed like a long and painful nightmare!
Finally, he felt sad and heartbroken to hear the response of Sheng Qian, she will reject him and feel disgusting him!
The more he listened to her poisonous words, Zhuang Zhihao, knew that this "dream" wasn't a dream, but memories of a past life, even though many things weren't clear in that nightmare.
For example, he didn't know what had happened to Sheng Shuyi in his dream nor what happened to the Demon Lord, every time he thought of Sheng Shuyi in his dream there was something that blocked her figure in his mind, he just knew that they had married, but that he (Zhuang Zhihao) hadn't consummated the marriage.
This happened for several reasons one of them was to love Sheng Qian, another reason was that he couldn't do the "action" with Sheng Shuyi because he felt unworthy of her for being raped by Miss Chu.
Strangely when he thought about doing the action with Sheng Qian, he didn't feel unworthy, although he didn't actively seek to do this kind of thing with her, when he thought of Sheng's warm eyes, he couldn't move on the action.
Poor Zhuang Zhihao, he was disgusted with himself and he also didn't know how to deal with the opposite sex in this kind of situation, not without remembering that nightmare that passed in the hands of Miss Chu.
Returning to the present situation, Zhuang Zhihao looks coldly at Sheng Qian, there was a mocking smile on his lips, he was mocking himself.
After listening to all talk of Sheng Qian with Miss Chu, how could he not mock himself?
He had proclaimed more than once to Sheng Shuyi that he loved Sheng Qian, this wasn't to hurt Sheng Shuyi, but for her not to hoping to have anything with him!
Now, Zheng Zhihao, realizes how foolish he was by ignoring the kind and warm Sheng Shuyi, by this viper Sheng Qian!
Simply bypassing the most precious jewel in the world to just enjoy the shit of a dog.
(Author: Oh, you have come to enlightenment! Idiot do you think who was it that supported you for all this time ?!)
GRAMMAR AND INFORMATION:
(1) Dead stars saw black holes;
(2) These are the two extra chapters (Chapters 14 and 15);
(3) Sheng Shuyi (from the novel) = Cang Wei (See Chapter 36);