Mason could not see, hear, taste anything all he could feel was pain, So so much pain.
Pain coursed through his being in those moments and even after his body being annihilated in those moments he still felt this pain, like a fire in his veins, in his every cell burning him to cinders and constantly never truly burning him.
As this pain coursed he could feel himself dying now, the flames grew in pain constantly ravenously burning his being as if fuelled by pain, Oh he feared that this is hell, infinite torture but he never did anything to deserve this punishment.
As if shouting out into the heavens themselves in his mind he bellowed.
'WHAT DID I DO, WHAT SINS DID I COMMIT'
As his body crumbled under the pain it reconstructed itself and then continually did so as if looped into an eternal cycle.
He mused in this pain of his regrets of how foolish he has been, he was just a nobody in life who never truly did anything, Never truly being apart of society, Never having friends and finally, Dying and to be forever forgotten in his world.
As the pain coursed he felt his body get softer and more diminutive slowly as the pain coursed through him and all he could think about it was the pain and the intensity, He bellowed into the void in defiance.
'WHY DID I NEED TO DIE'
'WHY AM I SO USELESS TO NEVER BE SOMETHING '
'WHY ,WHY,WHY'
Through the pain, all his rational & cold personality was melted under the fire as he bellowed his insecurities into the void his body reduced like as if it was evaporating away being reforged in fire, As his insecurities were bellowed it was extricating. Every cell ,every single cell burnt and reformed burnt and reformed in a loop of pain as if a phoenix in a rebirth of fire.
He thought to himself how much he could of done and as his final regrets where mused to the void .
The Pain Stopped