after the Fall, he met Sofia. He met Na Eun. He met Katarina. And he felt loved. And he loved them
They all loved him in a different way and he too loved them in a different way. But one thing that did not change was that he appreciates it.
He knows how precious it is. And to be looked like that by Katarina, to see that gaze…. he never ever wanted to lose it.
Because of that, he did think of leaving her. Thinking of all the dangers that he would put her through
And then there is also something that has been bothering him since he goes to the future. In that future, when he saw the army of humanity facing him, most of the people facing him are people he knows.
Of course, there are also some faces he did not recognize but all of his old friends, all of his old acquaintance is there, minus a few
There is three people that he knew but is not there. In that vision of the future, there is no Hikigaya, Oreki and…...Katarina.