Natalie is curved her body in the middle of the bed.
She's in a deep thought while tears is rolling down to her face.
It's been three days that she didn't go to Jian's house.
She locked her self in her bedroom, she need time to think what's the right thing to do.
Every time she think of her conversation with Mrs. Hong Natalie's tears will automatically fall down to her face.
Every time she think of leaving Jian, her heart would ache.
She don't want to leave him, but she don't want to ruin his life too!
She's willing to sacrifice for him. If leaving him would fix everything, then, she would choose to leave him rather than to stay beside him.
Natalie cry and her shoulders shook.
She felt defeated, she felt so weak , she felt so alone and she felt so guilty for what she have caused to Jian.
This is the hardest thing to do.
To leave the one she love!
Natalie wiped her tears and forced her self to get up.
She stepped down from the bed and she started to pack her belongings.
