"You should get up already. Don't you think?" Crow asked. Because from the hole Gold Coin created when he first flashed inside the palace, the sun was shining above me. I was lying where I have thrown since last night. I didn't even heal myself. I was sitting there with my dislocated shoulder and my endless agony.
You don't talk to me for the time being. I haven't decided we are okay yet. I was still angry with Crow. He was hiding everything from me. Also, I didn't know who to be angry at the moment.
"What the hell are you saying? You want me to turn myself off? It is a one-time decision. If I turn myself off, you will have a regular system without consciousness." said Crow with a sad voice. What is this pregnant woman attitude? I just said I wasn't ready to talk to you yet. You don't have to threaten me with the baby you are carrying.
I didn't say that. I just had enough from you and the information you hiding from me. You should have filled me in, but you always say I will learn when the time comes, and keep me in the dark. I don't want any more surprises.
"Look, there are tons of thing you don't know. I can't recall them and explain to you all these things, in just a few days of time. I tell the things to need to said utmost. You don't need to know all gossips going on in the Upper Realm at this moment. It is unnecessary. Because if you ever arrive, I am saying if, because of the stupidity you have shown, convinced me, there is a high chance that you will never make to the Upper Realm. But if you ever arrive at the Upper Realm, you will be sick of those gossips.
There are lots of gossip makers over there, and believe me, you are the main dish over there now. Whenever a Champion embarrasses his/her Lord, everyone in the Upper Realm start to act like they never been in the same situation before. They will all ridicule embarrassed party like it is the most hilarious thing in all multiverse. That is why, Gold Coin didn't even wait to avenge his Lord, even a second.
You have to be sure of one thing is that I am with you on board. I will sink with you, and I will raise with you. And all I do is to protect you. I don't want to overwhelm you with loads of useless information. I will tell you, piece by piece when the time shows itself. Alright?"
I don't know. I don't know anything. I first thought this would be an easy journey. I thought I had the best system. You convinced me, I have the best system. But, when I finally got stronger, this stupid system made me weak. Why was Gold Coin strong? He could seal all my exits, he held me with one hand, and his powers haven't suppressed at all.
"I told you last night. He is doing this sh*t for over thousands year. He went to a lot of worlds. He became stronger in weaker worlds. So, when he came to this world, his powers haven't suppressed, even raised. I told you, how Worlds Engine works. So, one day, when you go to some world stronger than this, all your strength will raise several folds."
I am just sick of it. I couldn't save Sasuna with my cheats. I can't even save her from that cursed village. What the hell am I doing? She was kidnapped right in front of me. I was there the whole time, and I lied there like a flour sack. I suppose to protect them. I gave my word. If I don't have my word, why do I even live?
"Easy there, tiger. It is your previous life experience talking. You pass the state of weak, depressed man. You are a Champion now. You will become the best, and later there is more to achieve. I put my trust in you. The best System chose you. Are you going to fail me too?"
I don't know what Crow wants from me. I am so depressed right now I actually think to start over. I died once and reincarnated. Maybe I can do it all over again. With better God, better system and better everything.
I jolted with sudden light shower. The Templar Guards I ordered to wait, come inside the castle because the order I gave them expired. I wasn't feeling like standing when they walked in. I was still considering die once more. Then Jon jumped out of the Pendant on his own and killed them with Holy light. But instead of the going inside of the Pendant, he punched me in the face.
"Do you think everything will be starting over when you die? Aren't you a selfish bastard, planning to leave Sasuna to die in the hands of the Orochijosei, and to me to sleep in that Darkness few more millenniums." the boy's voice lectured me. Am I really this pathetic? "Raise, shake yourself. You are not weak. I wouldn't choose a weak master. Trust yourself, and please stop these emotions. Whatever you feel is the whatever I live in."
What the hell am I doing? I even made Jon worried about me. I almost wanted to turn Crow off. I almost let Sasuna down, and let myself down. I have promised myself I will never become my old self. I swore on myself I will have my vengeance. I will kill all those Gods.
"All of them? I mean, there are some aren't so bad. You know, I don't like the Shop God either, but to kill all of them. Aren't you overdoing it?"
They are all the same. I will kill anyone call himself God.
"Oh, boy!"
I stand up from the ground and looked around. I felt like a ghost, drifting. I was in a dilemma. Should I leave right now, before clearing the Templars? I don't want to help those Gods even second longer. But I am also helping myself. Narcissus' Mirror is the reward I need most. At least Crow said it. I still don't know its use.
Also, Templars pick the fight with me. I was hunting pirates, they come to me and threaten me. Hell, they even wanted to kill me. I should kill them first. Later, I will take whatever I can get from Gods. Later I will kill them all. Yes, this is the best plan.
Since I tested my new Conqueror's Haki with Fruit powers and I can kill executives at my power level, it is time to see the boss. Its been almost 2 years. Luffy and the others should meet soon. I will take them to New World, then I will leave this World.