Had she ever considered herself to be the wife of Yan Rusheng?
When she took contraceptives, did it ever came to her mind that she was actually killing their child?
If she didn't want kids now, she could have told him. He would be willing to wait. But why did she have to hide it from him?
It was because her heart doesn't belong to him. So she couldn't trust him with anything or at any time!
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Xuxu went back to her room and fretted over the request that Mu Li had made, she had wanted to do a video call with both her and Yan Rusheng.
She deliberated for some time before making up her mind to send her a text. She told her that Yan Rusheng was still having supper and she was simply too tired to wait for him.
She didn't wait for her reply and switched her phone to silent mode. She then threw her phone aside and covered herself with the blanket.
