By this point you would think I should be used to loss by now. But that's just crazy, who would ever be used to loss, even if they were king to a race that was synonymous with death… well more than just a king to one race. There was a void in me that I couldn't fill, and emptiness I pretty much was familiar with but to this day still don't understand. My heart was broken, and there's nothing I have been doing in every waking moment since I lost Asha than to find a way to bring her back. She was dead, that much was understandable, but for a person like me, a god of souls and funny enough hope, death was not the end, there was more that I could do, but for this situation nothing I did seems to be working.