She wished to overcome her feelings for him as soon as possible. She was a woman of virtue. She couldn't harbor feelings for another man when she was already married. She tried to love her husband, took care of his health, served him well in bed, put a blind eye in his business. In spite of doing all sorts of things, she couldn't overcome her feelings for her secret crush.
She had loved him for seven years. If he could earn a little bit more before her marriage, she wouldn't agree to marry the biggest playboy in Berlin. Because he was poor at that time, she couldn't make her father accept him.
What a cruel destiny! Just after she got married, he became one of the biggest rival of her husband. How she regretted to marry her husband! If she had waited a little more...
That's all past now. She couldn't do anything about it. Now she had to give all her concentration to her husband.
