The sound of the alarm clock ringing non stop woke him up in his sleep. He let out his hand from the comfortable duvet, searching for the noisy machine that assaulted his eardrums. He keep pressing some buttons to stop it but it's still keep ringing like there is no tomorrow. Out of irritation, he threw it away.
But, wait. When did his bed become this comfortable? So soft and fluffy which is so good to sleep at? At this realization he jolted up awake and at the same time, he heard an angry scream near him.
"You bastard Saeran Li! Are you that tired of living that you wanted me to kill you!"
Saeran looked for a moment at the angry mofo who's preparing to attack him. Rather than running away like he usually do when facing the rage mode of this dude, he done the unexpected and instead he run to the big guy with snot and tears flying away. He gave him a big bear hug which surprised two people, the one he hugged and the other one who's already facing his computer early in the morning.
The big guy looked at him with disgust, tried to pushed him away which he successfully did in his first try. "Saeran, don't tell me you're walking now to that path?"
After Saeran heard him, he stilled and he felt like there a bomb exploded in his head, in a flash he backed a meter away from the big guy.
Saeran made some gagging noise and said to the big guy with face full of disgust. "Tangina mo (Motherfucker), You're the gay one"
Saeran heard the cracking noise of fist being pressed. Out of instinct that he polished in years of living in hell, he immediately run away to the bathroom. Before he closed the door he heared a raging roar of a beast. "Come back here and let me kill you Bastard Li!"
After Saeran heard the sound of the door locking, he let out a sigh of relief. And at the same time, the mirth in his eyes were slowly seeping away.
He looked at his bloodshot eyes in the mirror, and he couldn't help but felt chills on his back. For a moment there, because of his happiness of being reborn, he forgot this for a while. But now that he calmed down, the terror he felt a while ago came back like a broken dam. The fear he felt when he's dying, the inhuman pain he felt when struggling and the hopelessness he felt when he died.
In his mind, he can see a pair of red eyes looking down at him coldy. The owner of those pair is the one who pushed him to the last layer of hell.
Saeran grinned, a cold light glinted in his eyes.
He let out a soft chuckle, indeed he died a while ago, but now he was given a chance to live again, who can stop him to be merry? This is worth celebrating and more than that!
That strong girl is just a memory in his mind now. The current her was so weak he can trample her with just the use of his fingers.
At this moment, Saeran vowed that before that tragedy happened, whatever it may takes he's going to get stronger, way stronger than that cheat-like woman.
He'll use this knowledge-and-experience-of-the-future to gain an advantage. Not just for her, but for all the creautures in this world. Saeran's eyes were brimming with hope, the hope of surviving the future with certainty.