Although drunk, he didn't forget to chuckle mockingly. His tone suddenly became extremely sad and desperate, "But that's not what I want... No..."
"The patriotic dream... My parents... All gone... My parents didn't want me to join the army, so I snuck out... But when I came back, they had already gone..."
He murmured disorderly, but it could be heard that he kept talking about the patriotic dream and his parents.
Therefore, Qin Zhi'ai, who had just been confused by his murmuring, now completely understood what he was talking about.
He must be feeling sad for his parents and the dream that he was forced to abandon. He must be regretful that although he's given up the dream he was longing for, his parents will never come back.