To; mum and dad
Please don't get angry at me, I have frustrated you enough but please read this.
Modelling has always been what I have wanted to do. I know you don't understand. I get why you don't understand but I can't follow you dreams. I also have my own dreams. My ambitions have been living up inside of me for the last twenty two years, now I have barely enough energy left to shove the love I have for travel modelling. I know I am Amish, but this life has caused me much pain and missing out. This is time I started my life. I may be Amish by choice and life, but my blood says I am human, and humans live. I may be shunned sadly, but I still am much alive. Dad, I don't want to become a doctor. It is not my dream but yours. Mum I hope I am still your favorite daughter. This is why I left. To move on with my life. See where my goals take me. I moved to America. Yu told me once that we all only get to live once. This is my one chance at living. For all my life I'd been under your wings. I made you proud. I hope I still do. Still will. Most of all, dont hate me. I will call you but if you dont answer will understand. You probably already know but this is the chance I get to weigh my options. Know that I still love you and hopefully I will be back with some money.
Bye. Alexa.