To the great void I go. That is how it seems atleast. I was so cold, I could feel that my life was slowly leaving me. I am glad I can finally rest. I have grow tired of the monotony of life and the lack of joy I feel for it all. That cliche about seeing you life flash before your eye's is only half true. I am dead that I know for sure. No, I didn't die to a truck-kun that is even more cliche. I died to a knife. I was always more of an Anti-hero, but friends liked to call me Janus like the two face roman god. I kind of liked the name. Nice one minute wrathful the next.
Few times in my life I tried to help others. Rarely worth while. I guess I could have just called the cops and left. It had to be an attractive women, one I know as well. Trying to act the hero to get the girl. Short hair, lovely black hair and she was so curvy. Very Ice cold women, I think it had to do with here parents messy divorce. Her name was Emma. She could usually take care of herself but there had been five guys and a women, Sue. She was a bitch always envious of others. I could never understand why some women where so full of hate for others.
I the sound of those old metal trash cans being knocked around, you know the ones with a round metal top you see people use as a shield in movies. Yea, those. Was pretty loud, I wanted to watch a good show so I climbed over the fence. There she was kicking some ass. She worked out. I might have stalked her a little, maybe more like she like me didn't want to deal with everyone's shit in school. School it had been some time since we graduated, what a waste of time that was. Never taught anything really vaulable to us for our lives it was like a super long and drawn out tutorial.
Well to get back to the point. Sue was the one to kill me. Shoved me to one of the goons, onto a blade felt longer then it looked. Missed my heart but hit a long and was defintely fatal. How sad that is her. She blond and oh so short and looked so weak. I still can't figure out why she did it. I then saw one of them had a gun. I stagered and saw the punk with the gun was holding his neck, Blood gushing and eyes wide in teror. Well fuck him. Hope it hurt!
As my body is about to die and my soul leaves my body, I can barely make out the faces of Emma leaning over my Body with my head laying in her lap and her face blocking the sun, tears of greif and regret fall down. Sue looks on kneeling by my body with shock and also greif which is odd as she had done this to me.
"Please no, God no you can't leave me too Edward!" mumbled Emma between her rain of tears.
"I .... I am ... I am sorry!" Sue said. "I didn't mean to hurt you so bad. Just wanted you to stop. Please don't die! Please!"
I could only gurgle on my own blood as my eyes closed for the last time. I faded into darkness. A werid feeling of weightlessness as I could tell my body had finally died. Atleast It was finally over. No more Chocking on my own blood.
It was so dark. I rested there for what felt like an eternity. I was probably more like minutes or hours. It is hard to tell when you have no where to go and nothing to do. I then felt a pull. A pull towards somewhere. I went with the flow. Figured I was gonna get reincarnated or go to hell or something.
I was getting pulled faster and faster. Traveling towards a white room. Once I reached it I came to a quick stop and fell to the floor. I looked around and it was just a small room and I could no longer see the outside darkness I was just in, only the walls. Before me laid a small table and a bright red book. Seeing nothing else to do but read it. I sat and pick it up.
The book felt nice. It felt like it was part of me. I wanted to know what was written and on the cover looked to be runes it a scarlet red much darker. I didn't know what it said, I wanted to know more. I opened it only to see an eye in the middle of the page stare back at me. I wanted to let go. It wouldn't leave my hand. I couldn't throught it nore could I turn it away.
Then it came. A searing pain to my very soul the only thing I had left. Filling my head with knowledge. Then I know what it was. The eye disappeared and I threw the book only for it to float back to me. I could finally read the cover and it read Progenitor of Blood.
I felt the pulling again. This time I didn't feel weightless but heavy. I was pulled to the floor. Whatever was pulling was pulling through the floor. Quickly it became clear I was back on earth or atleast something similar as I pass a skyscraper. I was going faster a faster till I landed in an alley. Only I wasn't alone there was a kid beating on another who was hunched over while a blond little girl behind him screamed in teror.