"Is it selfish to seek for peace? God knows I'm not a saint, but is it too much to ask with all the chaos I may have caused? Even just a little bit, I deserve it… right?," she questioned herself. These musings bothered her in a span of a moment, until one name came into her mind.
Europa.
"Even if I don't deserve it, Europa certainly deserves a life free of my pain and disorder, and I would certainly do anything to give her that," she told herself. She was so caught up in her reflections that she did not notice her Brother Li sitting in the chair opposite her's. It was only after she felt his rough hands clasping both of her stiff hands that she noticed his amicable expression.
"Do you remember the pansies lined up on the edge of the mansion's garden?," he said.
Slightly taken aback with the shift in topic, Wang Reiji briefly nodded as flashes of her childhood picking off petals and sneezing at pollen scraped her memories. "What of it?"