In the carriage, Jun Hua stares at her hand. She might have just done the most foolish thing in her life, but she had to do it. If she did not, she wouldn't finish her act of revenge towards the emperor and she won't be able to protect the people under Jun family.
"Mother… it's hard to get both of them."
If she just wished for a good life, she could just abandon the thought of revenge and live her life like a good girl while the other matter can be handled by Jun Qing. On the other hand, if she wished to gain her revenge, there would be price to pay. She had lost her childhood time for a lot of things and now, she had to sacrifice her feeling.
Jun Hua remembered what Kuina told her. Find someone she likes and chases after him. She thought that she had started to like him, but before she could inspect her feeling further, they need to separate. Both of them are going to be in two different kingdoms that are at each other throat. They are going to be enemies.
