As Xuefeng closed the door to the bathroom, he approached the shower and poured the cold water on his head. After that dream, a sudden melancholy hit him. Xuefeng was having fun in the new world, cultivating and playing with girls, while his real parents were probably still devastated by their loss.
Earlier, he was lying to himself imagining that they will quickly forget about him and will continue to live their lives as they used to, but he knew it wasn't true. Xuefeng understood, that if he was the one to lose Tianshi in the similar way she lost him, he would probably be overwhelmed by emotions and not recover for a long time.
Every time Xuefeng tried to measure the pain they must have went through, he felt a light stab right in his heart. He knew it wasn't his fault, but he still felt bad for leaving them alone.