Dunn's life had changed twice in a short span of one and a half years, and this type of change could not be compared to his parents' divorce when he was still a child. After one and a half years, Dunn had stopped thinking about absurd questions such as "Who am I,""Where did I come from," or "Where am I going," a long time ago. Moreover, he felt that going to China in such an absurd manner had not been detrimental to him in any way.
He did indeed love football, and it had used to be his everything in the past. But compared to a warm and loving family, football was something that he could bear to give up on.
Dunn even felt that it was better that way, that he should have been a normal person born in a Chinese village instead. His life prior to this must have been a mistake on God's part, which had caused him to be born in England by mistake. He didn't like England, or anything about it. What had his days in England left him with? Nothing but nightmares.
