The tears continued to gather until she found herself sobbing. She raised her hand and bit on it to stop the tears. She curled deeper into her bed, wrapping herself up under the cover, before she granted herself the release of crying.
She thought she would never meet a person while she was still alive to draw her attention away from her Big Boss, but she really did. She really did want a genuine future with him, but she had squandered her chance. She didn't even have the courage left to apologize to him.
She had never been in a relationship, and she had never been the target of a boy's insistent pursue. This was the first time she had felt love, but her very first time had stung her so deeply.
If only I could stop loving him…
