However, she only just raised her feet off the floor when she stopped like she just remembered something. When she read the diary yesterday, the first emotion that came to her heart was heartache and wistfulness. In fact, that anger originated from her heartache. She only came to this decision after plenty of contemplation.
She knew better than everyone else that their love could never be blessed by the world. She was afraid, very afraid, of others' scornful gazes, afraid that they would point and talk about her behind her back, afraid of being isolated and treated as a monster… But no matter how afraid she was, she still bravely took the most difficult first step.
