"2015, November 25th. She collapsed by the roadside due to menstrual cramps. When she woke up the next morning, I heard her answer a phone call from Qin Yinan. I know she couldn't love me, but I was still angered by jealousy and chased her away. However, worried about her health, I rushed out to pull her back. I thought about it and decided to be selfish for once. I'll let her stay by my side for a hundred days, just a hundred days. I wish to collect the best memory for myself in these hundred days."
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"2016, January 2nd. I can never be there for her happiness, but I'll always be there for her sadness."
"2016, January 5th. I smiled because of her… I smiled. Staring at the smile on my face in the mirror, I was confounded for at least ten minutes. I haven't seen myself smile for years already."
"2016, February 20th. Keep having nightmares, a bad feeling in my stomach. Will bring her to Ming Jing alley tonight."
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