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Life was never fair, and I don't think it will ever be.
One time, I thought, 'Wow....I must've killed a nation on my previous life. And now, living another life is my punishment.'
Everyone gets tired, but this is just another level of exhaustion. Everyday is a just vicious cycle of me struggling with life. It's a shame that I get to wake up every morning when there are others who don't. I feel like I'm just waiting to be one of those people.
Everyone is nice to me, and at the same time, they're not. There are people who use me, but at the same time, I feel useless. People often congratulate me, but I still feel like a failure. I have many achievements, but I feel like a lost cause. No one ever knew me, until our paths crossed...For the first time in ever, I met my self. We did shared wonderful moments until fate took you from me.

Kahit pa masakit sa akin ay ipagpipilitin kong tanggapin na hindi tayo maaaring maging masaya. Nang sa gayon ay hindi na ako maging sanhi ng iyong paghihirap. At kahit alam kong muli na lamang kitang makikita sa aking ala-ala, asahan mong hindi kailanman kukupas ang aking pag-ibig na para sa iyo lamang.

It would've been perfect, but life will never let that be. If we can't be together in this life....let us meet again, in a world where no one nor nothing could stop us. Aking hihintayin ang ating muling pagkikita, ginoo. Hayaan nating maulit ang plano ng tadhana na tayo'y magtagpo...aking sisiguraduhin na ating mababago ang mapait na wakas na nakatakda.

Table of If We Were On Mars

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Volume 1