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Lying to myself just to eased the pain
crying silently in the middle of the night
a devastating news that's change myself
a broken heart and my world says GOODBYE.

my heart felt empty.


In middle of the night while the weather isn't that good we decided to take a shelter in one of the taverns in the Hill but while I am smiling like an idiot .Shan my boyfriend drop a very devastating news.

Xena , I am sick and I don't want you to become sad just because of me . please let me go for the sake of my love for you .i don't want to see you crying silently while seeing me pass away from my sickness . please iam begging you to let go of me . shan told me while crying and begging in front of me .

w-what sickness ! don't joke with me shan Miguel !i know I'm not perfect being a girlfriend but you must know how i love you so much please stop joking . This isn't funny anymore . are pranking me again ? where's the hidden camera ! haha please stop being like this i told him while some tears leaving my eyes .

Im sorry but I'm not that good in joking and you know that . he told me while wiping my tears away.
Xena I love you . I love you that i just wanna keep you forever by myself but i cannot afford to be so selfish to beg you to stay while I'm going to die .i cant please j- just let me go and move on. .please xena i cant . 

shan i don't care about your illness, even if your dying i want to stay by your side .Don't Force me like this, i wanna fight together with you please let me stay please 

sorry but I'd rather die alone than staying with you while you suffer because I am going to leave you please xena .move on and be happy I love you goodbye .shan kiss me in my forehead while crying and left me alone in the tavern crying.

shan !!!!! please don't .
don't leave me please
please .i cant 
please let me stay ..
 the last word I utter before i pass out.

Table of au revoir |till we meet again|.

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